This @johnny this apology is too little too late, for me. A few months ago this might have cut it.

I'm dangerous and you should stay away from me; i'm actually a lunatic and a cazy person

The definition of most mental illnesses includes something like "and the condition negatively affects their life or their relationships". I'm not really sure about the idea of "mental illness" but, this is as close as you've come to actually admitting your behaviour is a problem and your own advice is for us to stay away from you.