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@sunset 19:58 reflecting a bit more on my experience with the word nihilism: I learned about nihilism as thinking the essence of the universe is pointlessness, and so maybe this leads to hedonism - vs my feeling about surrender might be the reverse of this. and what the two have in common is a lack of fear or shaming